Doctor this Morning

I had an appointment with Dr. Alan about my headaches, sinus problem and crap...He said my sinuses are bad because of the daily meds I have to take. So, I need to drink a LOT of water...also, he asked if I smoked, Of course, I said yes. He said to me"what are you gonna do when your lungs wear out before the rest of your body?" That sure got me thinking about that...Never heard it put that way b4. Sooo...I am starting to make a change today!!! I am gonna try to lose some weight and quit smoking. I know it is gonna be hard...very hard. But I have come to the point where I have to , Also, he took my blood sugar on a fasting and it was 105. I was not happy with the results.....All I can do is keep on keepin on!!! (Lillie, I am gonna need some help!!)

This Morning

This morning got off to a good start..Anna was on time, I got a shower, and there was no fussing..Our computers at work are still down. They are suppose to b fixed tomorrow. So, I don't have that much to do today!!!YAH

Life At This Point

Well, my marriage is a little rocky at this point. Why? I was betrayed by my husband. He didn't cheat on me, but it was not good. I feel like a fool. I know he will not change. Just last nite he was drunk and I knew he had more than just beer. Yep, I haven't confronted him yet, but I know he had vodka. This is going to make our family fall apart. If I leave, I will feel like it is my fault, but I know it is not the best thing for me or Anna if it keeps on going like it is going. If I don't do something, it will get violent, and I cannot have that. Please pray for us, I know I am...My little girl always makes me smile and feel better!!

My World

Let's start off by saying my daughter is my world...She is everything. I also have a great family and a best friend...who I really need right now. There is a lot going on in my life right now that I really don't know what to do about. I just hope the Lords will guide me in the right direction...So, I created this new blog to write about me. I also have another blog that is about my family. It is thesorrellfamily2009.blogspot.com. Visit it too. It has a lot of family stuff on it. ttyl